Caught In The Middle.......
In October 2009 I was contacted by two little girls who had been murdered. The events that followed have me standing in a crossroads of sort. I find myself in a position I never dreamed would ever be before me. I am attempting to make logical decisions in an illogical realm. I know full well that logic has no place here, and yet my preconceived ideas along this area have me in limbo. My preconceived ideas {basically my understanding of what a Medium does and the obligations which I feel come with the territory} have my self-talk going in circles. Where do my obligations begin and where do they end...or do they? To assist one or two on the other side of the veil will certainly open me up to countless more. Even the small amount I have already done has brought yet another little girl forward who has told me her story. I have information that may or may not help in the first case, and only the location of the little girl in the second case. What do I do with it? This work leaves me so drained! My respect for Mediums has deepened enormously! My belief has been that we all have contracted our lives on earth. When we come, when and how we leave, each and every time. So, with that in mind, is it my obligation to share this, and if so, to whom? Mediums open themselves up for so much on both sides of the veil! Is it alright if I just let it drop? It won’t change the outcome of these girls. If I act, I can end up with a funny little jacket that ties in the back or tons of others following me around asking for help! I know the answer to this is easy, it has to be, nothing else is possible. However, I am way too close to see it! I also have obligations to my open Pagan Group, my workings with Adam and my Coven. I wonder if others have the same experiences and feel the same bewilderment.....
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Comment by Sapphire Edmiston on December 9, 2009 at 5:44am -
>> It's the third girl, a totally unrelated case. I don't have an exact location, only some specifics about her surroundings (railroad tracks nearby) and that she is in the trunk of a blue car. Her name is Molly and she is six years old, wearing a blue dress, long blond hair and blue eyes. She died in the trunk, she has never been found. She is curled up on the passenger side of the trunk just behind where the tail light is.
About the first case....I was online and there was some blurb about these two girls who were murdered a year ago and their murder was unsolved. I remembered the case from the prior year because it happened in a town I used to live in when I was only a couple of years older than the oldest girl. I was compelled to go through everything I could find on the case (that is NOT like me at all). When I began to read the autopsy report I started getting flashes of the event and how it transpired. I was pretty shaken since I had never experienced anything like that. So I just went about my day and the days to come. Then they started visiting me, not really saying much, only please tell them what happened (or the truth) something along those lines. I tried to drop it, but I decided to give it one well defined effort. I decided to ask them directly. Now before you say anything, let me say, I realize NOW that it was a mistake! With their pictures in front of me, I held a séance with my coven members and invited both girls to come forward to clear up the mystery as to who killed them. Neither of the two girls came forward, only Molly, from the second case and completely unrelated (I'm guessing). Molly showed me details of where she was.etc. I couldn't move for the longest time! Eventually, I was able to pick up a pencil and start writing what she was saying. It took over an hour. It felt like I was moving through concrete.
It took three days to overcome that experience and the after effects. I put it all aside for several weeks; then they came forward again. So my husband and I drove the two hours to the site where the girls were killed. It was way out in the country. I felt a heaviness on my chest two miles before we got there. There was a makeshift shrine set up at the location where they were killed; however, you can miss it very easily because after all this time it blends in. I left an offering to the elements and called upon their assistance to reveal to me what I was intended to know. I was given the first name of one of the boys and an age. I was also shown that at least one of the girls knew one or both of the boys. I could see it all in front of me. The police have been looking in the wrong direction, and that at least one of the boys has visited the shrine.
I know I opened myself up to this and I was wrong to do it. I have learned my lesson….I know that doesn’t help the situation at all. On a side note, the girls haven’t visited me since our trip.
Where do my obligations begin and end? Do I just go on with my life and say nothing? Will some kind of Karma thing bite me in the ass because I didn’t do anything with the information?
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Comment by nick lankester on December 8, 2009 at 10:28am -
when you say that you have the location of the 2nd girl, I take it that you mean she is physically incarnate and has communicated with you internally?
with regard the first case you mentioned, the choice is yours, it IS that simple!
I will not comment further without knowing more, however, you would certainly not be the first person to report knowledge of murder through psychic communication. I would certainly be interested to know of what transpires if you remind yourself and the girls that all are loved unconditionally.
my advice is also to not blame yourself, regardless of anything.
my own understanding is quite different to that which is commonly held by mediums about the spirit world, so I shall say no more!
much love. :)
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